a suggestion; you are short on experience, and you have to realize you will cost an employer a lot more than just your wage (because you are bound to make mistakes that will cost). find some shops and offer to work for free, no obligations- if you mange to find someone willing to give you a break, show up early, accept any information or instruction as it is given, make sure you understand what you are expected to do, don't argue with anyone- put your nose to the grindstone. if you make a mistake tell your supervisor or boss- don't hide it or lie about it- be honest. if it doesn't work out just say thank- you for the opportunity, and try again elsewhere. when you are worth salt you'll get paid.